Riddikulus

Long lost insomnia has found its way to me. It's really suffering to stay awake on bed, looking silently around your room. Everything in your room seems creepy when your imagination started to goes astray. I don't know how others do to control and stop their insanely imagination in the middle of the night, well maybe I don't have high self-control ability, I couldn't stop it as I want. 

I've came to realize imagination is always, always the most fearful subject than any actual object. Speaking about the term "most fearful", it reminds me "boggart", a shape-shifting non-being that takes on the form of the viewer's worst fear. I remember the "boggart" turn into Dementor, the foulest creature that sucked out all your good feelings and every happy memories, when Harry Potter faces it. Whereas, for Ron Weasley, his most fear for all times is spider which Harry don't understand why. 

To combats with this "boggart", a charm "Riddikulus" need to be cast on it. And yeay, back to reality, the thing I fear make me sound ridiculous! I just wish I have a wand and cast any spell to cast it away and knock my head down to bed.
Anyway, I just hope that I could find my way back to slumberland tonight. 


p/s: fearing Dementor is the fear by itself