Unexpectedly, she was appeared in my sight again since long time we had not meet each other. And, I've found that the topic that kept us talking about was "him" OR "his" friends. What i got from her was the latest news of "him or his friends". Actually, that's sounded annoying to me. I'm always speechless whenever she mentioned about him and, I tried to ignore her saying just kept doing my affairs. I won't answer her when she was talking about him. That was due to I have no interesting at ALL to know anything about him again. Somehow, I wish that I could tell her aloud my feeling and thought. What's the point she told me all that?? I have been wondering... Is she care my feeling and does she knows what is my thinking all the while? Even, I didn't told her to stop mentioning him before but, common sense, you won't mentioned anything about your friend's ex in front of your friend again, right? So weird of her.... Lately, I really do feel that we no longer get use to talk as much as we do like last time. What is the problem occur between us? I don't know. I just felt that our thinking, point of views and opinions are so different than before. Maybe we all had grown up. That's why......or I am the one who have the problem?? Since when we don't used to be like last time...i bet since i got broke up with him and she got closer with him...... And, till then, I learnt that she will not going to be my best friend even good friend......because of what she did to me......i will try to forget and learn to be forgiveness but maybe not now.......or else i will just treat her like normal friend......maybe that's was enough.