11/4/2008 Saturday Rainy day~
After went back from PC fair with Jaffi them, an indescribable feeling was surrounded me... I don't know why. Shouldn't I feel happy after a whole day outing with them?? Instead, I wasn't. What was the cause? Did it related to him again? I bet a bit... When i was with them, felt like i was like an outsider...there was nothing to do with me. So suck!
Is it my problem? I don't know how to social? Is there any prejudice to them? Does it all relate of him? Or i don't like the way they treat me? Or me, too, treat them the way they treat me?
I don't think i have any problem. If I did, then how come i still, could social with others so well?? Maybe, i did really have prejudice to them. To be frank, i don't really like the way they treat me since then. Or maybe i also be cool to them. I couldn't join in their discussing topics. What i doing when be with them was juz listen to them. You know, it might be boring.....
Maybe it's right that everythings have its own category, as well as human. That's why i never ever close with them but my own dear frenz. It's a big different between our personality, perhaps.
Or......i should say that our frequency bring the cause???
Hahaha!!
Well, after all i should, too, learn to be fren and social with them. Why not? As they don't bring harm, ya ;-)
I think the only problem is i relate everything to him......
ANd i juz got a news from my fren that, he did came for her on this day...... But, anyway, none of my business. Why should i care for?! SUCK~
After went back from PC fair with Jaffi them, an indescribable feeling was surrounded me... I don't know why. Shouldn't I feel happy after a whole day outing with them?? Instead, I wasn't. What was the cause? Did it related to him again? I bet a bit... When i was with them, felt like i was like an outsider...there was nothing to do with me. So suck!
Is it my problem? I don't know how to social? Is there any prejudice to them? Does it all relate of him? Or i don't like the way they treat me? Or me, too, treat them the way they treat me?
I don't think i have any problem. If I did, then how come i still, could social with others so well?? Maybe, i did really have prejudice to them. To be frank, i don't really like the way they treat me since then. Or maybe i also be cool to them. I couldn't join in their discussing topics. What i doing when be with them was juz listen to them. You know, it might be boring.....
Maybe it's right that everythings have its own category, as well as human. That's why i never ever close with them but my own dear frenz. It's a big different between our personality, perhaps.
Or......i should say that our frequency bring the cause???
Hahaha!!
Well, after all i should, too, learn to be fren and social with them. Why not? As they don't bring harm, ya ;-)
I think the only problem is i relate everything to him......
ANd i juz got a news from my fren that, he did came for her on this day...... But, anyway, none of my business. Why should i care for?! SUCK~
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